Scissors

This descibes my situation quite accurately. It´s not only that my greatest passion - fighting- causes me the most pain. It´s the general question if my eyes will ever improve. If i´ll ever be able to work, live and read like a normal person again? Can i ever claim my own idependency and make my own living? And what bothers me the most, with my sight impairment, will i ever be able to become a great person and be perceived as such and not just pitied? How can one be a leader, an inspiring character with such flaws? Is it even worth pursuing those dreams?
Damn those onion-cutting ninjas.
Argh well there is nobody who can answer those questions so i intend to find out myself. I´ll rather go to hell before ever giving up. If only i could finally start flying.


Mhmmm  doom metal was probably not the best choice of music to listen to when in a bad mood. My friend suggested that band (Woods of Ypres) so i checked it out and i really like the lead singers voice but as said they´re not what i´d play to cheer up xD Seriously how do you listen to this without feeling gloomy (guess it´s called doom metal for reasons).


Also i´m only responding slowly if at all so sorry about that. My eyes hurt like hell and no matter what i try i can´t get it to stop so reading is a no-go right now Despite the agony though i regret nothing it was worth every second of fighting i got.